3.27.2002

OHMYGOSH

The PLAN is GONE!!!!!!
Why are we on western standard time?

Just A-Wondering

BTW, I think Liz lost her invitation to BLOG...so could you send it again Gracie?

(= GOD IS GOOD (=
2nd BLOG for KAT

I'm totally being unproductive right now. I tried studying, but it really didn't work. Although I DO feel MUCH better having talked to CHRIS. So I realized something last night. OK, maybe not realized but had someone point out to me.... The reason why I get so paranoid around certain people is because I always think that they're judging me. However, the truth of the matter is, I only think that they're judging me because I'm actually judging them. So why do I judge these people? Well, because of my analytical nature, my lack of communication with these people, and my constant need to understand the situations around me...I automatically construct reasons for people's behaviors. SO the problem is that chances are, my reasons are probably wrong, but because they exist, there's a certain level of tension that I manifest between these people and myself.

The SOLUTION?
Stop trying to figure people out and just ask them why they are the way they are.

I've never seen anybody do this before (or at least not in my circle of friends)...BUT it does make sense......

ANYWAY
Nothing else is new.

3.19.2002

PIZZA HOUSE IS MY WEAKNESS!!
hahaha..michelle's schedule is messed up! so is mine. which is why im blogging at three in the morning. i hope i get up tommorow. ihave to go running. dammit! must run. run forrest run.
anyways, my trip home was good! im glad i went. was productive. still dont know exactly what i want to do but at least i have a plan now.
so yeah, im begining to realize im really bitter about some things. i think i just need to grow up and accept what happened. cant change the past. but i just gotta grow from it. take from what happened and grow from it. you know!? besides what happens between me and another person shouldnt skew my perception of everyone else. i need to give an equal chance to everyone. uh. yeah... why am i so vague? i also decided i dont like talking. typing is better though.
i wish my borther had kicked a certain somebody's ass while he was here. that woulda been SOOOOOOO sweet. but you know, it woulda caused WAY too much drama for my taste.
ok, its so late! what am i still doing up? and what is paul doing over? michelle?! both of you are nocturnal....nite ladies! love ya, like i love my mexican food. (which means a lot)
i think i just need to be a hermit.
BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP
MICHELLE WANTS SLEEP

how come you guys are all sleeping....i think you should get up and play with me
better yet...wake up and EAT with me!! i'm hungry again!! what the heck is wrong with me? FOOOOOOD!!!

3.13.2002

hello everyone! how come liz hasnt blogged yet? we have to get her blogging. so basically i had a nervous breakdown when i was talking to my parents on the phone today. i think i freaked my dad out, so im going home this weekend. but basically im having a hard time figuring out what i want to do post graduation. i would like to work, but then if i dont im screwed and im gonna have to live iwth my parents forever and ever... so! it hink grad school is my back up plan. im kinda interested in doing sport broadcasting. but its hard to get into and its hard to determine where you're going to end up. i think it will be interesting though. ahh.. you know i thought i had everything figured out, but i guess not. i hate that feeling of not knowing whats going on. its 2 in the morning and im still up. im talking to my cousin. hes the funniest guy alive. hes so random. hes even more random than me, which has to be pretty random. haha. i finally got my ticket to boston. had a little trouble there. im such a retard. anyways, my life is a bit chaotic right now. a little WAYYYYY too dramatic for me right now. i just want to crawl into a little hole. anyways, i really wish spring would come but i think this weather we're having is just a tease. we're probably gonna get like 50 inches of snow next week. YAY. man, how i love michigan. NOT!!!!! (hmm.. what am i in like 7th grade again?!) i really think liz needs to blog. liz...? blog!!!

3.05.2002

OH BABY
i found it quite amusing how many time i've been mentioned...and YET i'm just checking this thing out for the first time ever. so life is good...it's SO GOOD! it's amazing how GOD can do wonders...b/c i feel SO GOOD inside. last time i was this happy? this bubbly? this bouncy? WHO KNOWS?! OOOOOOOH YEAH......smash mouth is pumping. anyway, i just rocked my psych midterm. i stayed up all night...kinda...but i haven't studied like that since last year. it felt so good! in the ZONE and all. ok, i have nothing else to say.....

well.....at least not for now......heh heh heh heh

thanks for the KATS...they're cute (=

3.01.2002

YOOOOOO!
waddup from sunny san diego! dude, i am sooo lovnig it over here irght now. man, i miss san diego sooo much. tehres no doubt in my mind rgiht now that im coming back ehre after gradaution. yeah, so i cant spell, big whoop. typos. anyways, you dont understand how happy i am to be here. i love this place. this is where i belong!!! anyways, im waiting for my stupid phone to charge so i can go. but im about to go have me some ALBERTOS! yeahhhh boy. gonna get me a nice fat fish burrito and some rolled tacos. i am going to pig out like no other. anyways, you guys have to come and visit down ehre when i move back! =) ahhhh.... i love this place!