OHMYGOSH
The PLAN is GONE!!!!!!
3.27.2002
2nd BLOG for KAT
I'm totally being unproductive right now. I tried studying, but it really didn't work. Although I DO feel MUCH better having talked to CHRIS. So I realized something last night. OK, maybe not realized but had someone point out to me.... The reason why I get so paranoid around certain people is because I always think that they're judging me. However, the truth of the matter is, I only think that they're judging me because I'm actually judging them. So why do I judge these people? Well, because of my analytical nature, my lack of communication with these people, and my constant need to understand the situations around me...I automatically construct reasons for people's behaviors. SO the problem is that chances are, my reasons are probably wrong, but because they exist, there's a certain level of tension that I manifest between these people and myself.
The SOLUTION?
Stop trying to figure people out and just ask them why they are the way they are.
I've never seen anybody do this before (or at least not in my circle of friends)...BUT it does make sense......
ANYWAY
Nothing else is new.
I'm totally being unproductive right now. I tried studying, but it really didn't work. Although I DO feel MUCH better having talked to CHRIS. So I realized something last night. OK, maybe not realized but had someone point out to me.... The reason why I get so paranoid around certain people is because I always think that they're judging me. However, the truth of the matter is, I only think that they're judging me because I'm actually judging them. So why do I judge these people? Well, because of my analytical nature, my lack of communication with these people, and my constant need to understand the situations around me...I automatically construct reasons for people's behaviors. SO the problem is that chances are, my reasons are probably wrong, but because they exist, there's a certain level of tension that I manifest between these people and myself.
The SOLUTION?
Stop trying to figure people out and just ask them why they are the way they are.
I've never seen anybody do this before (or at least not in my circle of friends)...BUT it does make sense......
ANYWAY
Nothing else is new.
3.05.2002
OH BABY
i found it quite amusing how many time i've been mentioned...and YET i'm just checking this thing out for the first time ever. so life is good...it's SO GOOD! it's amazing how GOD can do wonders...b/c i feel SO GOOD inside. last time i was this happy? this bubbly? this bouncy? WHO KNOWS?! OOOOOOOH YEAH......smash mouth is pumping. anyway, i just rocked my psych midterm. i stayed up all night...kinda...but i haven't studied like that since last year. it felt so good! in the ZONE and all. ok, i have nothing else to say.....
well.....at least not for now......heh heh heh heh
thanks for the KATS...they're cute (=
i found it quite amusing how many time i've been mentioned...and YET i'm just checking this thing out for the first time ever. so life is good...it's SO GOOD! it's amazing how GOD can do wonders...b/c i feel SO GOOD inside. last time i was this happy? this bubbly? this bouncy? WHO KNOWS?! OOOOOOOH YEAH......smash mouth is pumping. anyway, i just rocked my psych midterm. i stayed up all night...kinda...but i haven't studied like that since last year. it felt so good! in the ZONE and all. ok, i have nothing else to say.....
well.....at least not for now......heh heh heh heh
thanks for the KATS...they're cute (=
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